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Horrible horrible day! It started at about 11.30 last night. This horrible feeling in my tummy that is anxiety plus vulnerability plus sorrow plus loneliness plus self-hatred.
I need a break from my mind. Wish I had a pensieve! Or some place where I can keep my mind shelved for some time.
Why do I suck so bad at math? I’m beginning to blame all the choices I ever made. If only I were younger and could start all over again.
I need this space to vent everything out. There is no human support really. Right? So all I can do it write, write and write.
I hate income tax. I don’t understand jack shit about it. Oh god.. why am I so stupid!
I don’t like these new things that are happening out of the blue. I should have been more prepared. Why should I care? He was never really mine.
And I was never really his.
Why is my life so different from everybody else’s? Is it just me? Why do I end up with people who have time for everything else except me? @#&%^$)*&##$@
Life, dear bitch! Let me see… I think I am ready for more! Lol…
