Freedom comes with the unimaginably wide horizon of possibilities. It takes my breath away.
Am the happiest because I escaped a wrong choice. What a relief!
I bet nobody else gets so many opportunities as I do and so many escapes! I swear am lucky as hell.
I have a plan for my future and it is would involve me and a very few close friends that I trust. Everybody else can stay in the periphery. I have had enough of being nice to useless strangers. I know who my valuable friends are and they are the ones who accept me as I am and guide me when I am wrong. They don’t reject me or hate me when I make a mistake. They take time to support me and stand by me at all times. I am thankful for a few good friends I made despite my general inability to judge people well.
I am also going to pay attention to my family because they have done so much for me. I think I have had enough of being selfish. I have always loved my family though I never expressed it very well. Now I will take time to express it.
And they won’t hate me even if I make stupid mistakes. They won’t ask me to go away. My best friends Jai, Rajesh and Arunkumar have stood by me at all times. While Jai and Arun have got me whatever I needed even if it was beyond their reach, Rajesh has been my mentor and guide. I am indebted to these three people.
I also have a few friends who let me be myself and accept me. One of them is Vivek and the other one is Shashi. Eventhough I have had epic fights with Shashi, we always ignore it and continue to be friends. I really think of him a lot of times and even he does not know about it. He has encouraged me and advised me when required. Vivek has accepted me despite my meanness to him and he has been kind to me though in his own silent manner.
I think I am going to erase all the mean things that some immaterial people told me and concentrate on what my friends and family have to say. I have buried my past and it is of no use or relevance to me except that it serves as the ashes from which I rise again in better form and with greater vitality.
Good bye to all the unnamed losers!
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